Never follow the crowd... Never!

Wow... what a past few days. Very thing is kinda crazy. Made my first step into being honest wif every1. O well got rid of keith i guess... kinda starting to lyke antonio again.. i miss his sexi self!! Yeah i dunno. But I found sum1 who almost goin thro the same thing... I wont say any names cuz im not supposed to but I can give her a name...Um... Snickers!! Yes Snickers helped me realize that i wasnt the only one fucked up in tha head... lol. Snickers if your readin this.. this is tha second time u helped me... hope you no how much it means to me...

Well I wanna clear sumthing up VANILLA and ERIKA have nothing in common... It's not her. I don't hate erika!!! LORDY JEBUS! You people need to mind your own business! YEA!

Well i have to go write more lata for you bored people readin... SIGN THE GUEST BOOK!

¢¾Kasi aka strawberry U KNO

Frozen...

I dunno! I dunno! I'm at a confused point of my lyfe rite now... I'm high. I realize I type better when i'm high! Thank you! LOL i'm not high.. yet. Almost anyway... I watched the movie thirteen... YOU NEED TO SHE THAT... and it really just was a good movie. Not something you'd see in theaters, or on regular cable... but if you have Cinemax... watch it tonight at 2:20am EST. Since being the HOE that i am i'm going over to tha sexi neighbors house to... eat lunch...? O well GOODBYE

¢¾Strawberry

Peanuts can go bad...

Finally someone who i can honest with. Finally I told Chocolate how I feel... I didnt get the answer i was hopin 4 i got a good one. I can't wait untill next year.. when ((ima give her a nickname too)) Vanilla goes to mah school. She f*uck wif me 1 wrong way ima beat her ass! LOL can't wait till i get home... HELLO GREG... lol inside joke... I love chocolate.. hate Vanilla!

¢¾Kasi

Dream?

I still wanna be a model. But I have no suport what so ever. I just feel really low... really sad. Unloved. I duno. Nothing ever goes the way i want it too. I feel like when i learn something new... its too late doesnt matter anymore... should of learned it 5 years ago. I duno. I just wanna start my whole life over... with a better attitude or something ... hmmm. SO CONFUSED! I wish I could find someone who just understands me... and wont look at me funny when i tell them the whole truth... nothing but the truth... so help me.. GOD! Im not sure. All I know is my whole life is a big lie. Everything about me is lies. No one knows. Not even my best friends. No one knows who i really am. Because I dont even kno.

¢¾Strawberry!

Today... SUCKS...

Today is one of those days when your home alone, and not exactly doing something your not supposed to, but doing something that you wouldnt on a normal basis. And then something goes bad.. almost horrible? Well, welcome to today! I fixed it now... but you know. Still. Yea... I'm starting to miss everyone back home... and realizing i'm counting the days until i get to go back. Not that i'm not having fun... just miss home. Plus I miss my guys! The whole N.E.R.D. group! And I miss... lets give him a name. Chocolate. I'm starting to miss chocolate! I dont want to... you know since chocolate makes you fat...lol... but yea. Stupid horomones! Well... I duno mayb i'll write more later. Its kinda dry now.

¢¾Kasi*